This year has been the happiest year of my life yet. Nothing special event or succession happened. But I lived in a moment. I felt freedom, independence, self trust and respect, overcomes, momentums, letting gos. I experiensed so many adventures. I felt loved and respected. I let the feelings and thoughts come and go. Living inside my head didn’t feel like prison anymore.
In past life I’ve had huge trouble trusting on life, even that it continues. I haven’t been able to say that I will live a long time cause I’ve feared that it dares the faith and something will happen. In this year I feel like I had the courage to let the fear go. I’m truly starting to trust life.
My sister wanted to borrow a book of mine that I’ve tried to read many times but haven’t end it yet. But I have a dream to have a big house someday where theres my own library. So I jokingly said that she can give it to me back in ten years. She agreed and marked on the book “Borrowed by Juulia. Return in ten years. (30/12/2025)”. And I want to believe that there is future coming and it’ll beautiful and emotion rich life. Next ten years I promise if it’s up to me I’m alive. ❤️
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The year ended as it began, bright and sunny. Thank you, 2025.❤️
