I’ve known this, deep down I have. I’ve known, that I’m scared to do the things, that I truly want to do in this life. The fear is so huge, that I keep burying my dreams somewhere on my minds corners and convince myself to pursue something similar to the dream but not the dream itself.
So I went and looked the film school’s film director’s application pre-assigments, even though I had already made the decision to apply to the documentary studies. And the first story writing assigments title was “Facing fear”.
I’ll take that as a sign to apply there again this year. And I will write the story about a blonde self doubting girl wanting to be a famous movie director.
In the sky, there were birds made of clouds today. ❤
