Sometimes it feels like everything we’ve been through is following us. But it isn’t. Every day is day 0. Nothing carries over, not the weight, not the mistakes, not the fear, unless we bring them with us. I’ve lived through heavy things. I don’t live there anymore. This blog is where I remember that. 

The sky was gray, but the air felt fresh and pleasant. I found a poem taped to the side of the road.

Direct translation:
So I ask—take me farther away,
there is a sky in your eyes.
You thought things might be better
if you could leave this place by flying away.

But the wings of an angel are not yet allowed to grow in you.
You wanted to turn off the lights,
even though you are afraid of the dark.

You are an angel,
and soon, in a single shared body,
beneath your gaze,
I felt that I was alive.

Dated January 23rd, 2026
— Vivian

I hope Vivian is okay. ❤️❤️❤️

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