Sometimes it feels like everything we’ve been through is following us. But it isn’t. Every day is day 0. Nothing carries over, not the weight, not the mistakes, not the fear, unless we bring them with us. I’ve lived through heavy things. I don’t live there anymore. This blog is where I remember that. 

Today was the day I almost gave up on all my current aspirations in the city and almost applied for an apartment in the silence of the countryside. I’m just exhausted sometimes from building everything from the ground up.

But just now I danced aggressively to 2010s hits and felt so alive. I guess I’m just a little moody right now.

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