Sometimes it feels like everything we’ve been through is following us. But it isn’t. Every day is day 0. Nothing carries over, not the weight, not the mistakes, not the fear, unless we bring them with us. I’ve lived through heavy things. I don’t live there anymore. This blog is where I remember that. 

I got so much inspiration for my look while shopping today. I bought sunglasses and a necklace for my goddaughter. I also started thinking about getting a diamond nose ring, let’s see if I actually go through with it.

The truth is, I’m afraid to be seen. I’m extremely shy. I’ve realized that I protect myself so much that I don’t even try. I’m afraid to dress up because then I start thinking about how I look and what others think. Of course, if I try, I want to look good. But I’m slowly getting better. I’m getting stronger, I can feel it. Maybe one day I won’t be afraid anymore.

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