Sometimes it feels like everything we’ve been through is following us. But it isn’t. Every day is day 0. Nothing carries over, not the weight, not the mistakes, not the fear, unless we bring them with us. I’ve lived through heavy things. I don’t live there anymore. This blog is where I remember that. 

I’m exhausted, but I’m doing well. In the morning, we did some crafts, went outside, climbed trees, swung, and jumped around. Then we ate, took a shower, watched YouTube, and had some candy. I feel a bit guilty about the screen time, but I also need a little break.

I was nervous about babysitting, and I still am a little. I’m the adult now, the only one in charge. I’m grateful that I have energy these days, I used to be exhausted all the time. If she runs away, I can catch her. I’m not weak like that anymore, and it feels so great.

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